July 2010
“Okay. Yeah. Maybe I should watch the way I talk to her, Yeah. Maybe I do raise my voice, and I should treat her better but … “
I don’t understand how you can realize it, but NOT change it. It’s so stupid; If you can sit there and SAY you recognize what you’re doing wrong but not change it, leaves me speechless.
#10
If you’ve got a smile that could light up this whole town;
Why wouldn’t you smile more?
It makes sense right.
Yet again.
One day you will realize the saddest thing in the world isn’t leaving someone who cared so much about you.
BUT.
Leaving someone, and loving another person who thought they used to love you.
I wouldn’t say dream, BUT that is acctuallyy reeaalllyy effinn’ cutee.
You must not know ‘bout me;
You must not know ‘bout me;
I could have anotherrr you by tomorrow;
Don’t you ever; for a second, get to thinkkin’
You’re irreplaceableee.
Excerpt from previous thoughts.
Realizing you aren’t good enough for someone is a hard pill to swallow.
BUT.
Realizing someone isn’t as good for you as you thought they were is even more difficult.
That makes you doubt your first instinct. Your first instict to care, to love and to accept.
Someone can NEVER not be enough for anyone. Simply not enough time or patience to understand. Too ignorant to find a better way to...
Day Four: A habit that you wish you didn’t haveee,
Just one? Hm,
Well there is this nail/lip bittting thing I do when I get nervous.
I tend to bite my lip till it bleeeedsss, and thats not goood; I hate it; but I don’t think ill ever stop. My mom does it, and my grandma did it tooo; my sister doesn’t do it though. Hm, I should look into that.
I also tend to bite my nails, ALL the time, I’ve tasted every nail polish I have in...
#9
When all else fails.
And you have literallyy tried EVERYTHING.
BUT the people who surroudinn you are too ignorant to understand.
Just fake a smile.
To get you by.
Breathes in & out.
I’m just so infatuated with that first stage inna realationship.
Where you are just so excited to talk to him/her;
You don’t even realize what you’re REALLY doing, and time goes by so fast in your mind just because you’re thinking about things you probably shouldn’t BE thinking about,
826 Pages Bubbssie; Help me fill em up.
Once again,
Dull people who feel excluded from things like, fashion; or a nice pair of J jeans; or wearing some Christian Louboutin shoes; feel that they need to knock the fashion/designers world; simply because they don’t take the time to understand the passsion behind the name, or the price.
It’s sad. We are willing to welcome, but you have to be willing to give us a try.
Fashion isn’t a...
I have theeeessseee(: But in white; Weird. I got em in Vegas, and I seen ‘em stumblinnn tooooo; BAM.
Don't ask.
Cause I don’t rememberrr.
Perfect.
“I don’t find her to be hidden; I just find her not to be easily accessible; I don’t find her to be cold or mean, I just find her to be busy and focused.”
